Monday, August 13, 2007

So, I was standing by the pond with all my blog entries in my hand and this HUGE fish came up and ate all of them!!

I think I'm about to be bounced from the blogosphere for tardy posts. Number one, I'm basically lazy and number two, I'm kind of bored with my life the last couple months. It's not the bad kind of boredom where you just want to scratch your eyeballs out so you won't have to look at the same old stuff every day, it's the one-day-blends-into-the-next-day kind of boredom where you aren't miserable but you can't really remember anything that was different today from yesterday or last Thursday.

We've gotten a lot done, which rather surprises me since I can't seem to remember doing anything. We're almost ready to leave though, one house sold, another refinanced, one pond fixed, another almost done, lots of random stuff purchased, new transmission in the RV, new seal on the RV roof, yadda yadda yadda.

Mimi and I have lived pretty much full time in this RV for 6 years. That's a long time in about 200 sq ft. I loved it, I still love traveling in it but I really don't like living in it in one spot for long periods.

I've always thought that there are many types of full time RVers, one of which I call the Travelers. We are Travelers, we like a smaller RV than most, we like to move often and we love heading down a new road. What I don't like is sitting still with no new roads and no room to spread out and double all that if you need to keep the RV closed up because it is hot or cold outside. When I can leave the door and windows open and spend most of my time outside, the small space inside doesn't bother me. When I am off every day looking at new things or finding my way around a new place, the small size doesn't bother me. But when everything is closed up tight to either keep the heat in or keep the heat out, and every day I look out on the same view - no matter how wonderful it is - then the small space starts to really bug me.

I feel almost like a traitor to even write this. You know how you get that sense of belonging when you are a part of a small group? Fulltime RVers are a pretty small portion of the population. The ones who do it in an RV this size are an even smaller group and the ones who don't just drive to one place and stay there most of the year are yet a smaller group. I'm abandoning my group... that I'm even thinking about this shows you how bored I've gotten. Anyway, the bottom line is that I have gone from unsure about living in a house again to really excited about living in a house again. I am ready world! Sorry, my fellow small-rig, traveling, fulltimers but I am so ready to bail out. I want all the kitchen toys I do without now, I want a big, comfy couch, I want a garden of my own, I want a cat.

6 Comments:

Blogger Nancy said...

I can understand your longing. My grandparents sold everything and lived in their Airstream trailer for probably 20 years. They would park in our driveway for a month here and there and my grandfather would get his fix gardening at our place and my grandmother would go crazy in our kitchen. They loved the travel but really missed the garden and the kitchen the most.

Paul and I are such "nesters" that we need some dirt and some critters around us, too.

I'm sure you'll have a blast nesting in Merida. And I'm sure there'll be a cat there for you, too.

Will you take the birds with you when you head south?????

7:19 AM  
Anonymous ilene said...

Your news came as no surprise, Jonna. I think I've been reading that between the lines for some time now. And I definitely understand your feelings about how small the space gets when you stay parked for any length of time.

You may not be a fulltime RVer any more but John and I sure hope that you and Mimi will always be our friends. Besides, even though I'd always hoped we'd caravan together on some road trip someday, I'll settle for visiting you guys in Merida!

12:22 PM  
Anonymous Ken said...

I guess I should pay more attention to the back issues of your blog. I had the impression that you two just stayed in the RV traveling from Arizona to the Yucatan. So where are the ponds you have been building? (damn good looking ponds by the way..) I do look forward to hearing about your rehab in Merida.
kb

8:29 PM  
Blogger Jamie and Kathy said...

I was right with you (nothing to post about because each day flows to the next with no discernable change but still getting a TON of stuff done, wanting to be on the road already, bored in one spot) but you completely left me behind in the last paragraph. I'm LOVING the counterspace of the palapa though, so maybe not so far behind you. :)

Good to see you post!

10:22 PM  
Blogger Jonna said...

~Nancy, once we get the house liveable we will try importing the birds. I didn't know you had grandparents that were fulltimers! and in an airstream!!! What adventurous stock you come from, that's cool.

~Ilene, we're still fulltimers for maybe a year more and we'd love to caravan with you and John. Of course, we'd also love to see you in the Yucatan, we should do both.

~Ken, we have family here near Palm Springs and spend time here when we are in the US. We have an RV pad here and I've done some landscaping and put in the ponds. While we have a condo in the Yucatan, we don't consider that we live there. We rent it to vacationers when we are not there and we have a couple closets that we lock personal stuff in but it isn't the same. Except for last winter, we usually are only there for a few weeks or a month at a time and then we go off traveling around central america or southern mexico.

~Kathy, counter space... YES! and a blender and maybe a bread maker or a crock pot... and being able to get to all of them without moving half a dozen things first. It's trite, it's not really that important, it's just a symptom for me not wanting to have to move 4 things to get to the one I want and then put all 4 of them back to have room to use what I got out.

I still want to travel in our RV, I'd just like to spend more time with my own garden and a real kitchen and a big shower and curled up on a big, comfy couch with a purring cat.

Of course, maybe I'll get sick of it right away and want to take off again. That's ok, life is about options and only the final comment is written in stone.

2:25 AM  
Blogger Billie said...

I'm just glad to see you posting again. I was getting worried about you.

9:41 AM  

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